emails and cycles. and deceit. ways of being. damn. christmas is almost here. bringing with it all the goddamned shit that comes along. stress. hopes for something that you wont get. dissapointment. exctiement and then again dissapointment. after new years eve, oh right its another year, but whats different. the cycles will just keep repeating. and most of us are blind to that because we're celebrating the years end based on a calandar thats totally shewed, but dont get me started on that.
someone might be moving back to NC. right on the heels of that news? she's gone off and gotten serious with someone there, only to return here. which i guess i have to be okay with when i consider myself. now do i be excited?
ABUSING MOLLY(MDMA) MAKES YOU REALLY SUCK AT ALOT OF THINGS, SO GO EAT FINGERLOADS OF MOLLY IF YOU NEVER WANT TO HAVE AN EASY RELATIONSHIP AGAIN. AND IF YOU REALLY LIKE THE IDEA OF YOUR BRAIN LOOKING LIKE SWISS CHEESE.
that is all
ps- notice i said abuse because when i go to atl for new years to see sound tribe sector 9 i plan on doing my share